This supposed to be my exchange year diary, but I'm too lazy to write, I totally regret That thing ...

now I'm just lost, I do not know what do I want to do, I'm so freaking shy and is horrible ... and all of this is because i do not have any kind of confidence about myself That thing just sucks ...

just sucks ..

If someone is reading this trust yourself! that's all I have to say now .. .

I remember that it hurt, looking at him hut
I  never enjoy anything, always waiting for whatever is next
The most important things are the hardest to say